
ok, now I found a working lifestream, but I already missed like the first 5 minutes, and THAT IS NOT HOW I WATCH TV SHOWS…
going back to bed and watch it tomorrow I’m in a damn sour mood right now anyways and don’t want to spoil supernatural experience with this, night
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Thanks, I hope you get better soon as well ^_^ And I’ve caught bits of people’s reactions, then something about worrying that Cas isn’t coming back. That’s all I could take so I pretended I never saw anything and keep telling myself Cas will be ok xD

I read so many reactions and speculations by now, that I’m sure, the truth can’t be worse and I can handle it *lol* And after all SPN isn’t written by GRRM :Dv Anyways, I truly believe, no matter what the promo wants us to believe, it totally won’t be the way it seems and Cas will be ok in the end, at least, since SPN wouldn’t be SPN without a lot of pain and despair on the way xD.
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I’ve been curled in bed breathing out one nostril for the past 2 days, popping cold medication. I feel ya xD And I have been scrolling past anything to do with that promo so fast, I am not ruining anything..more than that I refuse to cry over a promo
Oh, that sounds familiar *hugs* Get better soon!
I hate colds! At the moment basically blowing my nose every five minutes and drinking liters of camomile tea >.>
I wished I had known there was a promo before I read the reactions x’D
Went to bed yesterday around 7 pm *lol* before all this happened and was so drowsy this morning, while I read through my dashboard, that I only noticed half through stuff, what I was reading at all x’D.
And after sobbing over Thorki, I read a few reactions and first was “What’s going on? Huh?” and then “WAIT WHAT? ;_; D: CRIES”
And then I spent ten minutes sobbing, wailing and crying into my cornflakes…

I get very emotional when I’m sick
Even more than usual x’D
Oh wonderful, I’m sick with headache and I think a fever and then I kick myself out of bed for breakfast tumblr
What do I get?
Heartwrenching Thor/Loki meta, about how Thor must have felt all the time thinking Loki is dead and then meeting him again and just cries cries

AND
new Supernatural promo
aka
“HE JUST LET GO”
“HE JUST LET GO”
“HE JUST LET GO”

I don’t even want to see the clip, I’ll just throw myself off a cliff now…

In case anyone with more time is interested in running a Team Free Will graphics blog: I just saved fyteamfreewill and I’m very willing to give it to someone you is actually willing to do this x’D
please
(random cries after a bit of “research”: fuckyeahteamfreewill hasn’t been updated in like two years… fuckyeahdestiel in two months and fydestiel doesn’t post what I want x’D)
and off for now
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I have been avoided everything S8 like the plague. I want to be completely ignorant when it airs, but all of the excitement on my dash is getting to me xD
I tried that, too, but then there was Brokeback Purgatory and now the Promo and my dash kind of exploded and

Watching BrBa Season 2 episode 8:
first thought “Hey, this undercover cop guy vaguely looks and sounds like this faily hunter guy from the Supernatural wedding episode *lol*”
…
later during a close up “this video is quite blurry, but I’m 99% positive it is the same guy!”
pause, checks wikipedia: yeah, it is the same actor and I feel like such a freak that I recognized a guy that was in 3 supernatural episodes in an instant BY HIS SILHOUETTE AND VOICE
Having hardly enough money to buy healthy (or any xD) food -> considering to buy tickets for a German Supernatural con in 2013 without even knowing WHERE it will take place because Misha 8D (I dreamed it would be where I live and was crying when I woke up and figured I only dreamed this *LOL*)
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dear lord…that 3rd gif…what…is this life…*forever in denial that Destiel will be canon*
I seriously wonder how those guys have a straight face long enough to shoot a whole episode xD
but, but, Destiel can’t become canon, since this is Supernatural and there is no happiness and awfull things happen to canon pairings D: Okay, relationships with Sam are more … deadly xD, but still, I would watch it the whole time, anxious that Cas gets killed off for good, or one of them loses all memory of the other for whatever fucked up reason nothing new… OR Dean would have to chose between Cas and Sam AND WE ALL KNOW HE’D CHOSE SAMMY! And then there would be angst and drama and Dean would feel so guilty for the rest of his life or at least the rest of the series.

So I just want them to be BFF5EVA without any bigger drama and leaving the rest to my imagination x’D But I’m pretty sure we ain’t even get BFF5EVA without a shitload of angst and suffering…
On the other hand, Cas could be save since he has no ~evil vagina~ >.>
Oh god, I just thought I could re-watch Supernatural Season 3 finale, since it is on German TV today, but … but … the dub is so … wrong. Ok, I’m rather positive it would be good, if I wouldn’t be used to Jensen’s and Jared’s voices - but they are just so different, I couldn’t watch this without cringing O.o (like, they are rather high in comparison? I mean, a bigger difference than if Cas would suddenly talk like Misha x’D)